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NaNoWriMo 2018 Day 5

It’s day 5 of NaNoWriMo. I haven’t started writing for today yet, but so far, I think I’m doing ok.

It’s actually been a pleasure to be able to write a bunch of words without needing to care about quality. Not sure if I’m using the right word? Just write whatever I feel it might be and move on. Need to transition between scenes? Just brush it over with a few words (or a few hundred words. Gotta hit that word count).

I find that I’m doing a lot of discovery at the moment. Especially of my characters. The caring, motherly character I planned in my head, after I start putting her on paper, turns out to have a mischievous, sadistic streak who loves teasing interesting reactions out of people. The character I was considering taking out of the story is turning into quite the worrywart, worrying over things I originally thought the motherly character would worry about.

By the end of this mad exercise, I may only keep a quarter of what I write, or maybe even less, but I’m excited to see what gems I’ll find under all the nonsense l’ll be writing just to fill the word count.

All the best to everyone participating in NaNoWriMo. And remember. It doesn’t matter what you write, just that you do.

Have fun.


Love Letter from God: In Times of Trouble

My child,

In this world you will face troubles and tough times, but do not worry, for I am with you. I have placed tools in your life and positioned people in your path to help you. Listen to wise advice, and turn away from those who seek to pull you down.

Like gold refined in fire, these tough times will strengthen and perfect your character. Rest in me and give me your burdens. I will not give you more than you can handle.

Loving you in every moment,



I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. ~John 16:33

I Am Blessed

Not long ago, I celebrated my birthday with a party, and it was a day of warm, fuzzy feelings.

I am blessed to have family and friends willing to take the time to help make the party happen.

I am blessed to have friends willing to take the time to celebrate me.

I am blessed to have friends who care and know me enough to give me gifts I would actually love to use.

I’m recording this here because it’s easy to feel blessed and loved now while the memory is fresh, but there will be darker days in the future. Days when I think:

No one cares about me.

God has forgotten me.

When that happens, I can look back to this and remember that I am so loved, by people and by God.

If you have moments like this, I encourage you to write them down, because it’s easy to forget the good times when you need them most.

Drabble: Tangled Together

Genre: family, friendship, slice of life


They couldn’t stand each other, but their lives were so tangled together that they couldn’t go their separate ways anymore. When they began their symbiotic relationship decades ago, they never expected it to go so well, or for their friendship to turn so sour.

“Oooh! This is nice. Did you make it?”

“Have you started the game yet?”

“We’re having a movie marathon this weekend, wanna join?”

The two men watched the family from their usual spot, side by side at the small table at the corner.

At least their family liked each other.


Drabble: Just Another Ordinary Day

Genre: fantasy


“How was your day?” his classmate asked.

It started with a sudden awakening when the werewolf next door accidentally smashed a hole in his wall trying to turn off his alarm. Eyes still heavy with sleep, he rushed over with his staff and cast an illusion over the damage before the normal folks noticed.

On the way back, he found someone’s familiar stalking a human. He managed to snatch the familiar away before something irreversible happened, but his reputation wasn’t as lucky.

Breakfast… what breakfast? He needed all his limbs, mundane and magical, to keep the familiar contained until its master came.

Then it was time for class, and he barely remembered to leave his seven foot staff behind before leaving the house.

Not that he could share any of that with his completely unmagical human friend.

He shrugged. “Just another ordinary day.”


Behind the Kisses

Takes place after First Kiss.
Genre: fantasy, superpowers

“The trick to a good alter ego,” said Inna AKA Super Scout, “Is not to create a completely different person.”

“Why not?” Patricia asked.

“It’s hard to maintain. And you don’t want to give yourself an identity crisis after pretending to be someone else for a few years.”

“Then what do I do?” Patricia drew random squiggles on the pillow with her fingers.

“Design your alter ego and your civilian identity at the same time. They’ll both be you, but you’ll emphasise different sides of you. Like how some people can be the perfect kid for their parents at home and a giant nightmare for the teachers in school.”

“I can do that.”

“Brainstorming time!” Inna announced and threw a giant sheet of paper over the coffee table. “Let’s start with how you’ll collect kisses from people.”

They decided very quickly that civilian Patricia would be the kind of person who would ask politely for a kiss. For super Patricia, Inna had plenty of outrageous ideas, but Patricia, the one who would actually play the part, had the final say, and her final say was a neutral who treated kisses as a well-known price people had to pay if they wanted her services. One kiss for one minute because her power was worth it, not because she couldn’t do anything without kisses.

Once they settled on that, the rest followed naturally. Civilian Patricia would just be her normal self. Super Patricia’s defining characteristic that set her apart from civilian Patricia was how much she didn’t care about what other people think. If other people got offended or didn’t agree, too bad. She was getting her kisses no matter what.

“We did good,” Inna said as she admired the large paper, now covered with scribbles and drawings from their fruitful brainstorming session.

Patricia nodded.

“Let’s burn it.”

Patricia’s head snapped up to look at Inna.

“Unless you want to leave it around for other people to find it.” Inna shrugged.

“Let’s burn it,” Patricia quickly agreed.

“Knew you’ll see it my way.” Inna grinned and flicked a lighter on cue.

Within minutes, the only evidence left of their brainstorming session was a tray of ashes, which Inna dumped down the sink.

“Just in case there’s someone with a superpower that can turn those ashes back into paper. You never know,” was Inna’s explanation.

Well, this was it. She was going to be a superhuman. One of the special ones. She could do this. She was ready!


~Check out what happens after in Wavering Kisses~

Playing Monopoly with kids

For the Chinese, Chinese New Year is a time where extended families gather together from all around the world, and friends and relatives visit each other.

Which means kids. And this set of kids I ended up with one day wanted to play Monopoly.

There were six of us, so we randomly split into three groups of two. Already, we had an issue. Someone wanted to team with someone else. Fortunately, no one else actually cared, so it didn’t become a big deal.

So we distributed the money, chose our tokens, and started the game. It was pretty normal, other then the fact that theth kids had trouble remembering whose turn it was (maybe that, too, is normal). One team was super unfortunate, but they didn’t fuss much, which was great. One team that had a lot of money actually decided not to buy a house when they could because they would ‘lose money’.

After some time, one kid introduced the rule that people could ‘cheat’ if they give all the teams 1000 Monopoly money (bribery!). In this case, it let the rich team get a hotel straightaway for their property. But that wasn’t all. They rolled a special red dice to get a ‘3’, and that let them roll four times in a row during their turn for the rest of the game.

The rest of the game kinda fell apart some time afterwards. I don’t remember who won. I left when they said they would start counting to see who won. I’m pretty sure they didn’t really do it in the end though.

Drabble: Sweet Devastation

Syrup and cream coated every exposed surface. Chunks of fruit and sponges were splattered everywhere, including underneath the overhead cupboards thanks to the sticky coating.

If this was the kitchen, she would just be annoyed, but this was her study. Who knew how many documents and letters were hiding under all that sweetness.

“What happened here?” she cried out.

Her foster son rushed over, only to stop a few steps behind her.

“Sorry. It’s my fault,” said the lanky teen. He held a bucket in one hand. “I was going to clean it before you came back.”

“What were you doing?”

“Making a cake.”

“In my study?”

“… Yes?”

They watched each other for a long time. Her baffled, him uneasy. Finally, she said, “We’ll clean what we can.”

She reached for the rag in the bucket, but he pulled back.

“I can do it myself. Why don’t you take a break upstairs?”

“You sure?”



She headed upstairs. Better rest now before she dealt with her devastated study.

Something exploded downstairs. She rushed back down.

“What happened?”

“Nothing. Everything’s fine. Go back and rest.”

She hesitated at the foot of the stairs. Check on her foster son or trust he had everything under control?

She turned around and headed back up the stairs.


Find out what happened in Count to ten, try again.

Genre: slice of life, family, mystery

NaNoWriMo Day 1

National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo) is a challenge where writers around the aim to write 50k words in November (30 days). A common way to break 50k words down into more manageable daily chunks is to use the formula 50 000 words/30 days = 1667 words/day.

I don’t do that. Not because I want to be different, but because I know there will be days where I can’t write a word, either because of writer’s block or because life gets in the way. Instead, I go by a combination of these two formulae:

50 000/20 = 2500 words/day + 10 off days
50 000/25 = 2000 words/day + 5 off days

My goal every day is to write between 2k to 2.5k words, which would give me more leeway to take breaks during the month if I need it. Just in case, it would also be great if I can write about 500 words even on the ‘off days’. Anything to buffer the bad days when I can’t put anything on paper.

That’s it for day 1 of NaNoWriMo. I happened to have a day off today, but still couldn’t hit 2.5k. Not great. But I did hit 2k, so not a bad start.

Sigh. If I only I can count this blog in my word count.


Today’s word count: 2147


Perfect Junk

My response to the prompt artificial.


~Perfect Junk~

They were on their way home when Jana heard someone crying.

“Who’s crying?” she asked her brother.

The arm she was holding on to shifted as Julian looked around. When he told her that the cries came from a doll, her eyes widened. For a doll to cry, it had to be one of the Wilhem Dolls. No one threw away Wilhem Dolls. They weren’t common enough to be thrown away.

Making up her mind, she asked her brother for a brief detour. As they headed towards the source of the crying, her brother described a female doll that was missing a leg and most of an arm, with a cracks across half her face. It sounded bad, but that usually wasn’t enough reason to throw a Wilhem Doll away.

“We’re here,” her brother murmured. She slowly knelt down.

“Hello, you alright?” she asked.

A sniffled, then, “Are you… talking to me?”

“Yup.” Jana gave the doll what she hoped was a friendly smile.


“Why not?”

Another sniffle.

“Because I’m junk.”

Junk was pretty extreme, even if it referred to physical disfigurement in dolls, but their conversation so far suggested that the doll’s internal system was in working order.

“Why are you junk?” she asked.

Without hesitation, the doll replied, “Because I’m not perfect.”

By that logic, everything in this world was junk.

“Do you think I’m junk?”

“No!” the doll sounded horrified.

“But I’m blind. That means I’m not perfect, which, following your logic, makes me junk.”

“You’re not junk.”

Jana smiled.

“Neither are you. You sound perfectly fine to me.”

“I’m missing limbs. And my face is broken. And I’m too clingy. And I’m stupid.”

That was… more issues than she expected, but her family hadn’t abandoned her because of her blindness. She didn’t want to abandon this doll because of a few cosmetic problems and potential system issues.

Did she really know what she was getting herself into?

She shelved her concerns for her future self to deal with.

“Doesn’t matter.”



The doll responded first with silence, then with a fresh round of crying. Why? What did she say wrong? She didn’t mean to make the doll cry.

“What’s wrong?” She lifted a hand towards the sound, but held back, afraid that she would poke out an eye instead with her blind groping. Her brother took her hand and guided it the rest of the way to what felt like the top of the doll’s head. She carefully ran her fingers through the tangled hair. “Don’t cry.”

The cries slowly wound down into sniffles. A cool hand tentatively touched her forearm.

“I think she wants you to take her,” her brother whispered into her ear.

“Would you like to come home with us?” she asked.

The hand lifted off her arm, then returned with a more solid grip. “Please.”

With Julian’s help, she gathered the small doll in her arms. There were a few awkward moments as she fumbled to find a comfortable position for both of them, but she finally settled into holding her arm across as a makeshift seat for the doll. She let the tiny head rest against her collarbone. Julian repositioned the spindly limbs and helped her to her feet.

“Let’s go home.”



Perfect Junk is actually something I wrote a few years back. Part of the driving motivation for the piece was the idea of taking two ‘imperfect’ beings to make a ‘perfect’ one. Not literally but something more the lines of the doll guiding Jana as her eyes and Jana… doing something for the doll. It was a story I really liked, even if I didn’t expand on it much, but the prompt fit this so well, I had to dig through my old stuff to rediscover this.

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